10.1.15

Just A Quick Post

Cooper: You're a scientist, Brand.
Brand: So listen to me when I say love isn't something that we invented. It's observable. Powerful. It has to mean something.
Cooper: Love has meaning, yes. Social utility, social bonding, child rearing...
Brand: We love people who have died. Where's the social utility in that?
Cooper: None.
Brand: Maybe it means something more - something we can't yet understand. Maybe it's some evidence, some artifact of a higher dimension that we can't consciously perceive. I'm drawn across the universe to someone I haven't seen in a decade who I know is probably dead. Love is the one thing that we're capable of perceiving that transcends dimensions of time and space. Maybe we should trust that, even if we can't understand it. All right Cooper. Yes, the tiniest possibility of seeing Wolf again excites me. That doesn't mean I'm wrong.
Cooper: Honestly, Amelia, it might.

One of the best lines ever in a movie, in my opinion. This is from Interstellar. Probably one of 2014's best movie. It's a Nolan film so I dont think we need to argue.

27.12.14

Ashes and Wine

We met in a coffee shop.



I was reading silently, sipping every now and then a bitter coffee I have ordered. I thought then, that it is a lovely day: a cup of coffee, a little drizzle of rain, a good book, almost my nirvana. Then you came. But like any other instances where I see someone so perfectly beautiful, I ignored you. And I swear, every atom of my being was resisting. But I have mastered the art of not caring so much that sometimes its scary, but most of the time it's a blessing, but that day, my inner self is torn in two.

You ordered, Earl Grey tea and a slice blueberry cheesecake and I was like, Ugh, the gods of Olympus are getting funnier everyday. But I have my masked on so I couldn't careless. But lo and behold, the coffee shop is quite full and everyone is with someone, well, except for me, so you slowly walked towards me, and I feel my breathe getting heavier with every step.

"Hi, it's kinda full, can I sit here?"

I looked around and managed a pathetic surprised face.

"Oh! Yeah sure..."

That was the most awkward 5 minutes of my life. I know you are itching to start a conversation, and so was I. In my head, I was already criticizing you. And while a drink your every flaw, you munch on your cheesecake. You look like an award winning movie honestly. Once again I blame the higher beings for creating creatures like you. Why must the likes of you exist?

"Lang Leav eh, is she any good?" I almost feel from my chair, can't you see, you beautiful being that I am concentrating on you?

"Uhh, define good?" is all I could mutter.

"What does she write about I mean?"

"Poems mostly"

"Oh, I thought its one of those vampire love stories, or those move-heaven-and-hell love stories"

"I am very offended, do I look like I read those stuff?"

"I'm sorry, I was just trying to be funny, try to loosen up a little bit.."

"I could say the same for your shirt but I kept quiet about it..."

"What is wrong with my shirt?"

Fuck, so I said it out loud. Fuck my brain and my mouth, they always make tandem.

"Nothing, Drink your tea and eat your cake"

And you just smiled and took a fork full of your damned cheesecake. Then there was silence for about two minutes. I wanted to leave, but my body is against it. I am not reading anymore, I was just thinking of where would this lead. Its cute, whats happening. But I am allergic to cute things happening. I remember my friend once, saying that of all the hopeless romantic she knows, I am the coldest.

"Look I'm sorry, I was just being friendly, sorry if I offended you.."

"Its fine, sorry for snapping too, am just not good with strangers"

"Well, let's not be strangers then, I'm.."

"Hold it... no names, were just two people enjoying this coffee shop. My coffee will soon be finished and I will leave by then so I don't think its any important that we get to know each other"

"Wow, life has ruined you huh"

"That is offensive but true so I'll let it pass, and yeah, life fucked me hard its almost rape"

And you laughed so hard the whole shop looked at you, at us. And I feel myself turn red red as your kissable lips. I have never liked attention, and I almost wanted to punch you so hard, but I was not raised in a violent way so I didn't.

"You know you are very funny, harsh but funny.."

"Thank you, take great pride in my humor.."

And then we talked about everything. We argued about politics, religion, entertainment, art and life in general. I love it, and to be honest, I am loving you a little each banter we make. It a world where everyone is so obsessed with how they look and little with what they are, its very rare to find someone with so much substance as you. I took it as a sign, that you are the one I am looking for, for a very long time now. And I will not end this day with what ifs and could have beens just like the ones that came before you.

"Hey, we already consumed three cups of coffee each, it will be insomnia for two days"

"Yeah, so I guess we should go home now" I hated saying that, even more for suggesting we end this wonderful day turned into a wonder night, to end.

"Not really, I have this unopened bottle of wine in my place, want to take a sip"

"As long as its good for the heart..."

To be continued.....

13.12.14

Locker 248

How I wish I'd known about you sooner. How I wish I found out earlier that someone like you exists. How I wish this is perfect world so may then, by whatever chance, we can be together.


I spent an entire two months looking for you. And I have learned to love the person I created in lieu of you. But now, now that I finally had a glimpse of what you really are, I have fallen even deeper.

My heart skipped a beat, or two, I wasn't able to count cause I was so surprised of seeing your profile. If you must know, yes, I've been looking for you in Facebook (thank God for Mark Zuckersomething). I screamed like 7 year old boy when I saw your picture smiling, I swear I would have kissed you through my laptop if it wasn't for the the little manners left in me. It took me some time to finally click on your name and see...that you are in very happy relationship. 

And just like those cliched romantic movies I hate, a music came in from somewhere, and I feel tears streaming down my face. Yes, I am crying over a crush. Sue me. 

I cried for like ten minutes or so.

Since seeing you smile, I have prayed hard to all the gods I know from different religions to raise their hands and create a miracle that you and I will be together, forever. No return, no exchange. But oh! the universe is always so playful. 

I am hurt. I want you to be happy, believe me. But somehow I also want you to be with me. It's far fetched, but so was the moon landing and they did it so maybe it will happen. Anyway, I've followed you in three social networking site so I think that is enough. I will start the moving on process just like the others that came before you. Why am I always like this.

Anyway, I just felt like writing it all out. I can't afford a bottle of vodka now because I'm so poor. If you are reading this, which is very impossible but either way, I just want you to know that I think you're perfect. Your smile, your grammar, your wit, the way you love books and coffee, I love them all. I know youre happy. And I wish you nothing but happiness. Maybe someday we'll meet, maybe not. But...


26.10.14

Because Of Reasons

Pont De Arts, a bridge in France famous for the "Love Locks" has been taken down. Some parts of the bridge collapsed due to the amount of love locks, enter Jovit Baldivino with 'Too Much Love Will Kill You'. So its official, walang forever


If there's one thing I want to spend forever with, its food. Food will always be there for you, food will never leave you. Food is love. 



I'm getting fat. I've been eating like a hungry caveman these past few days. Me and a friend had been going around town visiting eat-all-you-can restaurants. I really want to take pictures of the food we ate but my phones camera is not working. But so far, the places we've been to are good. Worth the money that was never mine to begin with. 


As of the moment I am fighting the urge to go out and go to the nearest McDonalds have have myself a big fucking burger and chicken nuggets. Ugh. As I get fat, my pocket gets thin, another reason why I should just stay in my room and act depressed. 

Anyway, I am writing randomly because I want to get back into writing and I heard, or read, or thought that writing a little, no matter how senseless and random it is, helps. Anyway, I will leave you guys with the cutest, most adoring GIF I've seen in the net. I am in love with this. I still love food, but ugh.


25.10.14

I Can Be Very Mouthy

You annoy me. You annoy the hell out of me. You annoy the hell out of my every atom. Your mere presence is enough to make my blood boil like a deep fryer. You make me want to be Mt. Vesuvius and pour hot lava on your big airy head! I want to write tons of offensive things about you right now but I'm afraid I will run out of offensive adjectives. 


Let me post a philosophical question: If you didn't exist, will you still be annoying? I know my question has no point, but so is your existence! So I'm gonna call it quits. I'm running out of things to say because I'm enveloped in so much hatred my vocabulary is not functioning well. I blame you, your immature views and your selfish philosophies.


You always have an excuse. You always have an excuse for all your short comings. Its not the weather you fucker, its you! You have a problem with responsibility and it's a big one! Can you please, for just one effin time, own up your mistakes and stop blaming the world. You always have a reason for all your mistakes that you forget the effin fact fact that it was you who made them out of the choices life laid for you, so if there is someone to blame it's not the Cthulhu but you!


I hate it when you try to be smart and philosophical and all. "I really don't care about having absences, as long as I live the life I want",  I don't care about failing, I'm just here because I have nothing else to do" Bull-fucking-shit! If that's the case then quit already, right? If you really don't care about anything, just make sure you don't bring everyone else down with your short comings, but as of late, you are so the warning is a little too late.


Okay now I'm fine. I just need to let some steam off guys. It's been a rough week because of a certain someone at work, well there are lots of 'em but this particular one is getting on my nerves. Sometimes I wish I am as blunt personally as I am in print, but I just can't. He should be thankful that I am not because I don't know that might happen if the inner war freak in me came out. Other than that, I have nothing else to say. 


If you wanna ask, which I know you wouldn't since there's just like three people visiting my blog and less than half of them is reading it, I used screenshots from some of my favorite movies which are: The Breakfast Club, V for Vendetta, Pulp Fiction (not really a favorite) and Coffee and Cigarettes. It's irrelevant I know but you should watch it because I said so. And it's probably good. Or not. Whatever.
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